Most days I don’t have much to say. The last time I wrote was when I experienced the Women’s March. The time before that was when I was in about my first or second week of law school. Now I’m writing when I’ve learned that Justice Kennedy will step down on July 31st of this year.
I am in precisely all of the states which would no doubt give a person who uses words like “snowflake” as a descriptor immense pleasure. However, I have no other way of being.
I am fearful today not because I believe that the majority of Americans are bad people, but instead that a minority of our country is attempting to break our political system and it is working incredibly well. One product of that destruction is that when Kennedy steps down he will inevitably be replaced with a partisan hack who is appointed with the purpose of furthering particular policy goals of a president who did not receive the vote of a majority of voting Americans, and was at minimum assisted into power by a hostile foreign government.
I feel deeply that somewhere, deep down in their guts, most reasonable Republicans must feel badly about what happened to Merrick Garland. They must, at a minimum, know that they did the wrong thing. Just as democrats, who now claim they want to put off the replacement of Kennedy until after the 2018 elections, or claim now that they want 11 justices, or claim now that they want to remove justices from the bench, all must feel that to do so would be wrong even if they want to give into this temptation desperately.
I am fearful because I am not sure if it is enough to be morally upright in a world full of cynics that want to take advantage of those who are not willing to do the evil that the cynics are willing to do. The cynics can steal a supreme court seat, and then use that seat to uphold partisan gerrymandering, and then use that partisan gerrymandering to elect people who will take the franchise away from minorities, etcetera and so the cynic’s grip on this country tightens and tightens.
My fear is that this does not need to get better. There is no guarantee that some great person will come to the rescue in 2018 or 2020. It is nearly a coin flips chance that Republicans will retain control of the house after 2018. It is very likely that they will keep the Senate. Meanwhile, every day, people lose the right to vote. Women lose the ability to control their bodies. Lands are polluted or sold off. Water goes untreated. Infants are torn from their parents arms, and lost. It does not need to get better. We are falling very quickly, and there is no necessary end to this pit.
With Kennedy gone the bottom that we thought we had hit has fallen out. Questions like a woman’s right to choose, a gay person’s right to be treated as equal, and innumerable others that we thought were settled may soon be reopened again.
I think it’s important to keep fighting. I wake up every day and go to a job where the only way to stay sane is to dramatically update one’s definition of “victory”. I will not stop trying to make the United States a better place for everyone. I want quite desperately for the greatest number of people in this country to live lives of comfort, love, and happiness. I know that quite soon the shock of the moment will pass, and I along with my friends will continue the work that started with the Women’s March and will end, whether in 2020 or beyond, with the ship being righted once again.